I'd rather drown a hundred times than let my heart go free
Because I can't hear your horrid voice at the bottom of the sea
And you've ruined every chance of love
So I pulled when I was supposed to shove
You don't know how it feels to love so blindly
All trust enveloped into another soul
Only to have them crush your hopes and dreams with one fatal blow
Breaking down, slowly
I decay with the rest
A dusty box of your old shirts
I could barely bring myself to collect
But I'm the one crying myself dry
I'm the one fighting to keep myself alive
I didn't sleep, I couldn't eat,
Not a single soul could help me.
I can't trust others
I barely trust myself
So at the end of the day
It's me, myself, and nobody else.
Thank you, ex-lover
For teaching me my true worth.
For showing that you cannot love
Based on a smile.
And thank you,
Because if it wasn't for your insults
I'd be defenseless.
Thank you, ex-lover
For cheating on me.
By doing so, you gave me a chance
To leave.
Thank you, ex-lover
For ruining me.
Because falling to the bottom only
Made me climb higher than I was.
And finally, ex-lover
Thank you for being so cruel
Now I know certain traits
To keep an eye out for and to avoid.
Flowers and petals cover my pain.
The sound of your voice drives me insane.
You I won't miss.
As you
Go ahead throw my heart down the drain.
dear ex-boyfriend
did you feel euphoric when you
did you feel on top of theworld when you slipped something into my cup?
i'll tell you something dear ex-boyfriend, the pain inside of me that winds up and down and twists my intestines will forever bruise my heart
i'll tell you something my dear, dear ex-boyfriend
i'll never get it back, what god-given right did you have?
what god-given right did you have?
my body is my temple and you invaded and destroyed and corrupted it and i'll never get it back
tell me something ex-boyfriend, are you proud?
going through a pretty
breakup rnThere is a dragon in my closet
He has dark brown eyes
Pale skin
A south Bronx accent
and an affinity for breathing fire
Some people have skeletons
I have a dragon who has lived off of my insecurities,
My pain
So he's nice and fat...
When I was alone
His shadow loomed underneath the closet door
I pretended to not see it
His footsteps made the whole house shake
But I pretended not to hear it
Now I lay in bed at night with the one I love
And can no longer ignore it
Time to be my own knight in shining armor
Open the closet door
and the slay the dragon
He may be a dragon
That burns up all that is in his path
But I am a phoenix
Who rises from his destruction to become even stronger than before.
I'm going to kick his
This was inspired by my recent finding of real happiness and it being shadowed by a past abusive relationship that I was a part of for 2 years. My abusive ex is the reflection of my own lack of self-love and worth. Before I can allow someone else to love me, I have to face my own demons of self-hate.
I hate you.
Almost as much as I love you.
I've been fantasizing about stabbing you in the legs the way I used to fantasize about kissing your face.
I thought that I had one person I could always count on,
I just knew you'd never betray me.
Guess I was wrong.
You broke my heart,
I want to break your spine.
You make the worst ex ever, and now you're mine.
I want to hurt you the way you hurt me.
I want to stuff glass into your arteries.
I want you to stop saying you're sorry.
I want you to invent a time machine,
So this'll never've happened.
So neither of us will've learned this lesson.
"Darling you're the world to me"
"My love, you make me so happy"
What an idiot I was to believe these things.
Now you've got me writing slam poetry
Because I figure it's better than murdering you-
And that little
You were drunk!
You felt alone,
You were confused,
And guess who was right there to comfort you?
That's no excuse.
I sure hope going down on someone new,
Was worth throwing that rare and beautiful thing we had away.
I never knew someone could hurt me this way.
Oh and by the way, I hate you.
I'm a bit peeved obviously. They do say that hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.
My mother warned me about love when I was younger.
She told me that true love comes when you're older.
I didn't believe her because I thought that I was in love.
I thought that he was the one and that he would always
love me.
Now here we are three years later and I don't know my
emotions.
One moment he is this beautiful human being
And the next moment he's tearing me apart with his words.
He doesn't love me and I don't think I love him.
It's a battle between us, trying to be friends and then pushing
the other one away out of fear of falling again.
He doesn't know about the love letters that I write in my mind.
He'll never know about the countless texts I nearly sent him.
And I sure as hell know that he will never like me again
so why do I keep liking him?
Now you're gone
And you’re gone for good
So I’ll try not to miss you
But I’ll cry if I would
It’s been a year and half
And I’m still not over you
Even listening to songs
Reminds me of
You were so different
My right kind of wrong
Though you are a mess
It’s still you that I long
You never will be my perfect
But that's not
Because I accepted you for whom you are
A cheat, a kid, a lair
Everything around me
This shatters me into pieces
An leaves my eyes with dew
Why do you have to go?
Why can’t you stay with me?
I can’t live without you
Why can’t you see?
I promise to give it all
Only give me a second try
Whatever you want will be done
This time I won’t make you cry
It’s still your call in the end
If you want to stay or want to go
But if you want me I’ll be there
I just want you to know
I can wait for you forever
I’ll be by your side when you need me
You got away by mistake
And so if you want to get back
I am and will always be ready
everytime i see you with her i die a little more.
every lie comes rushing back, about how she was "just a friend" and you "didn't even think she was attractive."
i despise you both.
I thought she respected me and I thought you were honest.
If you are looking for delightful wishes or poems to send to your ex-boyfriend as he celebrates his day of birth, then we have oceans of tat right here for you!
Just because you and him are no longer romantically together doesn’t mean that he doesn’t deserve nice words from you on his birthday.
Birthday Wishes for your Ex-Boyfriend
• I might be breathing, but I’m not really living. That’s what your absence does to me. Happy birthday.
• We might no longer be lovers, but you still bring me happiness. I’ll be there for you, rain or shine. Happy birthday.
• Just because we are no more together doesn’t mean that I don’t still think of you. I still care about you and pray for your happiness every blessed day. Happy birthday.
• You might no longer be mine, but you shall forever be a part of me. Happy birthday.
• Dearest, you are a piece of my heart that I shall forever need. You took the most precious part of me the very moment you walked out of my life. However, I forgive you because I love you too much to hold any grudges against you. Have a beautiful anniversary.
• Only a miracle can get you out of my mind. Happy birthday.
• I miss you so much that my heart literally hurts. I hope you can forgive me because words can’t express how sorry I am for all the things I have done to you. I still care about you. Happy anniversary.
• My love for you is the only thing in this universe that will never abate. Happy birthday.
• You broke my heart and made me cry yet I still love you and wish you nothing but happiness. Happy birthday.
• As you celebrate this special day, please know that you made my world happier than paradise when you were in it. I miss that world! Happy birthday.
• You made me feel true happiness for the first time in my life. How I let someone as special as you slip out of my hands remains a mystery to me. Happy birthday, my dear.
• You have might have broken my heart and moved on in life, but I still love you more than I can
• You might no longer be mine, but I’m grateful to you for all the happiness you brought into my life when we were together. Happy birthday.
• I promised to be there for you all the days of my life, and that is exactly what I’m going to do. Have a brilliant anniversary.
• You are my ex, but my heart can’t seem to understand that because it still beats for none other than you. Happy birthday.
• Calling you my ex was something I never thought would happen, but unfortunately it has happened and I miss you like crazy. Happy birthday.
• I thought I could live a normal life without you, but apparently I don’t have the DNA to live happily without you. I hope your anniversary is as happy as the happiness you brought into my life.
• Regardless of what has happened between us, my love for you will never die because it is the unconditional type. I hope you have a fabulous birthday today!
• I’m sorry I broke your heart and let you down. I hope that someday your heart can forgive me for all the pain that I knowingly and unknowingly caused you. There’s absolutely nothing in this world I wouldn’t do to atone for my misdeeds.
• I am glad that despite the demise of our relationship, we were still able to forgive each other and bring ourselves to be friends again. Happy birthday, my dear.
• Honey, if I were to go back in time, I’d put you first. Happy birthday.
• I might no longer occupy that special place in your heart, but I’m still thankful that our paths crossed in this lifetime. Happy birthday.
• Thank you for still wanting me in your life despite all the hurt I caused you. With every passing day, you show me again and again that I made the biggest mistake of my life letting someone as phenomenal as you go. Happy birthday, my dear.
• The only time I can get you out of my heart is when it stops beating. The only thing that can get you out of mind is dementia. Happy birthday.
• Just because you are no longer my significant other doesn’t mean I will renege on my promise to be always there for you and help you make all your dreams come true. I will always love you and be there for you. Happy birthday.
Birthday Poems for your Ex-Boyfriend
I can’t keep you out of my brain
Because every piece of my heart aches to be with you again
I might not have become your wife
But I still pray for happiness to rain down on your life
Happy birthday
I still love you despite the fact that we no longer talk
Even though you are far away, you are still in my heart
These eyes of mine still see you as an incredible work of art
My progress in life was fast when you stood by me
But now my breakthrough has slowed to a walk
I wish things could go back to how they used to be
Happy anniversary
Just because we are no longer together doesn’t mean I don’t love you
I will love you until the day God decides my time on earth is up
May your life be lavished with happiness and wealth
Just like you lavished mine with
Happy birthday
When we said goodbye, I never knew that someday I’d still care
But the more I stay away from you, the more I realize how precious you are
You were indeed a priceless treasure
You are everything that brought me pleasure
I’ll love you forever, of that I’m sure
Happy birthday
I had an amazing life with you by my side
Now the life I live isn’t really a life
I hoped we could become husband and wife
To be yours again, I will swim against the tide
Happy birthday
In my heart, you ruled as king
Because you were my everything
I miss how you made my life gay
We might be apart
But you still hold a special place in my heart
Have a glorious day
I miss you poems for ex-boyfriend: Sending a text to your ex is never a good idea. It brings back painful memories of your breakup. But there are times in your life when you feel the urge to do what your heart tells you to. If you think that you desperately need to let your ex know that you are missing him, take ideas from these short poems to express yourself. But don't forget that the repercussions of sending such a message can be nasty. No matter how sweet or cute you try to be, he might make fun of you for not being able to move on. Such is the dilemma of love – it is a bitter pill sent from the heavens above.
1) To my ex-boyfriend…
I don't know what I miss more
They way I felt when you gave me a hug
Or how cuddling with you
Made me feel warm and snug
I don't know what I miss more
The comfort I felt when I heard your voice
Or the way your sweet whispers
Drowned out all of life's noise
I don't know what I miss more
The way you held me in your arms
Or the way I melted at the knees
When you flirted, with all your charm
I don't know what I miss more
The moment when you looked in my eyes
Or the time when you picked me up
As if I were your life's biggest prize
I miss you
2) Life has taken a weird turn
Sometimes I feel happy from within
Sometimes I just zone out
Sometimes my head just spins
I am not living in the past
I don't regret breaking up with you
But at the same time I admit
That there are times when I miss you
3) Why did the guy who I loved so much
Had to become my ex-boyfriend
Why do all the good things in life
Always have to come to an abrupt end
Why did the boy who I liked like crazy
Had to break my heart and leave
Why do I still miss him, is a question
Which will always make my heart grieve
I miss you
4) I thought my life had a new dawn
I was certain that I had moved on
But it wasn't so
Getting over heartbreak is painfully slow
I don't know why
Sometimes without a reason, I cry
I am still confused
Why even now, my heart feels bruised
I don't regret dating you
Nor do I regret the way things went askew
Life took its own turns, good and bad
I miss you because you were my love, not just a fad
5) I am not happy
Nor am I too peppy
I am not sad
I don't feel bad
I feel glum
My heart is numb
I just don't know
Where's my flow
Maybe I miss you
Maybe I don't
Maybe you'll reply
Maybe you won't
6) Why in the world
Did you have to become my boyfriend
Why in the world
Did you have to let our relationship end
Why in the world
My broken heart, did you not try to mend
Why in the world
Our love, did you have to suspend
Why in the world
Love, did you have to pretend
Why in the world
Did you have to become my ex-boyfriend
I miss you
7) You may be my ex-boyfriend
We may have had an ugly breakup
I may have called you nasty names
But my heart can never give you a snub
I may be your ex-girlfriend
We may have gone separate ways
You may be the guy I used to hate
But without doubt, I miss you on some days
8) My world is not as fiery as red
My world is not as bright as yellow
My world is not as peaceful as white
It is somewhere in between, slightly mellow
My world is not as dark as black
My world is not as gloomy as blue
My world is not as peppy as pink
It is bland, missing a lovely hue
I miss you
9) I don't know what to write
Because I have nothing to say
But even then I am sending you
This poem today
Don't confuse this with a rant
This is not a mindless outburst
I just want to talk to you
To quench my heart's thirst
Don't mistake this as my weakness
I don't love you anymore
But still, your voice will soothe
My heartbreak, which is still a bit sore
I miss you
10) While I am sitting here in my bed
Missing my ex to bits
I wonder if he misses me too
And if he does, he may never admit it
I know I am making a big mistake
By sending a text to my ex-boyfriend
But I have no other choice
If I want my confusion to end
Hence this messages comes to you
I hope the reason, you clearly see
No pressure, but I hope you reply
I miss you, do you miss me
11) Our breakup was a bitter one
We promised never to see each other again
It was heartbreaking and dirty
I will never, ever, forget the pain
My heart bled, my eyes wept
My mind slumped into a dark corner
But I have managed to crawl out
I am moving on, I am not a mourner
But that doesn't stop me from admitting
That I still think about you sometime
I fondly remember out sweet moments
I hope you do too, because it is not a crime
I miss you
12) How odd is it
That I miss the person who I also hate
How funny is it
That I miss the boy who I would now never date
How weird is it
That I miss the man who broke my heart
How ironic is it
That I miss the guy from whom I chose to move apart
I miss you
13) To my ex-boyfriend…
I don't know why we had to break up
I don't know why our relationship crumbled
I don't know why we started fighting
I don't know where our love got fumbled
I don't know where things went wrong
I don't know if our love was true
I don't know why we had to become exes
I don't know why I still miss you
14) I am over you
I have left your memories behind
I hope that a love like yours
Again, I never find
But despite these harsh words
I have to admit one thing
Thinking about you for a few moments
Makes me feel warm, just like spring
I miss you
15) How was I supposed to know
That getting over a breakup would be as difficult as hell
How was I supposed to know
It would take me forever to break out of its shell
How was I supposed to know
My ex-boyfriend would be someone I love and hate
How was I supposed to know
It will be impossible to again, date
How was I supposed to know
Life would be so painful and sad
How was I supposed to know
Missing my ex would drive me mad
I miss you
I secretly wish I catch some of your tweets
Still makes my heart skip a few beats
Don't worry, I am not a stalker at all
You are my ex-boyfriend, and sometimes I miss you
17) If I had a time machine
It would turn into the biggest nightmare
Because a part of me would want to
Go back and fix things, when we were a cute pair
But another part of me
Would want to leave things just the way they are
Such is the confused state of my mind and heart
I wish there was a machine which took me away, somewhere far
I miss you
18) First, I fell for your handsome looks
Then, my heart had a soft corner for you
Once we started dating
I discovered life's pleasures, new
But then for everything you did, I began hating you
In my life, you were no longer special
After all these months, somehow I miss you
I guess my life has come a circle
19) Delete, remove, purge
I wish I could do all this
To all our sweet memories
Will someone help me, please
Undo, reverse, revoke
I wish I could do all this
To the time I spent with you
So once again, I can feel bliss
I miss you
20) As the bitterness of our breakup fades away
I am beginning to see life in a new way
Everything about you that I hated earlier
Is now seeming a bit dearer
Never in my wildest dreams did I imagine
That my ex-boyfriend would one day, become my weakness
I must get a grip over myself soon
Or else I won't be able to miss you any less
21) Sometimes I sit here by my window
Wondering about how life would have been
If you were here with me right now
Maybe my world would have had a brighter sheen
But then I remind myself that we broke up
For a reason that was driving us apart
I know we were never meant to be together
But maybe I haven't conveyed that to my heart
I miss you
22) Dating you wasn't the worst mistake of my life
Breaking up with your wasn't best decision I have made
Of one thing, I am very sure
That the memories of our relationship will never fade
The sweet moments will always linger in my mind
Thinking about our love will always make me feel blue
Don't get me wrong, I have definitely moved on
But the problem is that I still miss you
23) Sometimes when I am daydreaming
I often wonder why it had to come to this
The guy I loved and then hated
Would be the same guy I would later miss
My questions go unanswered
But of one thing, I am certain
That life has a funny way
To heave you with heartbreak's burden
I miss you
24) There was a time
When I could never imagine my life without you
But then you cheated on me
Why you did so, I don't have a clue
I don't love you anymore
That is one thing I am sure of
But the memories of our relationship
Is something of which, I can never get enough
I miss you
25) When we began dating I felt as if everything was perfect
But soon after, the cracks began to appear
Our relationship started to fall apart
Suddenly we stopped liking each other
I can totally understand why you decided to break up
It would have been a bad idea to keep going on
But despite knowing that we separated for a reason
I still feel sad, knowing that from my life, you are gone
I miss you