There are things worth fighting for
And others that you should let go.
If they come back to you
That's how you know they're yours.
But how do you know when it's time to give up
And leave the rest to Fate?
What if we realize what we can't live without
Just a little too late?
All these questions scare me
Cause I never seem to do the right thing.
But one thing I promise is
I'll fight for you if you fight for me.
Even though we may argue
Over things that mean nothing at all,
Please don't give up on me
And I promise to be there to catch every tear that may fall.
They say a rose signifies beauty
Even if it's full of thorns.
Just the way a good book never bores you
No matter how much the cover is worn.
Nothing in life is constant,
For we live in a world of change.
Sometimes I cry for no reason
And find myself dismissing the sun for the rain.
I've placed my trust in others before
And they've always let me down.
I want to give you my everything
Cause I won't let myself fail you now.
I'm trying to figure out who I am
And what I will make of my life.
On my journey I want you there
To sail with me through storm and strife.
No matter who I turn out to be
Or what in life I do,
If you promise to fight for me
I promise to fight for you.
[...] like a moth that would do anything to reach its light, here you fight for our love. Like a moth blinded by the beauty of the light, unaware of the harm the light could do to it, you never give up fighting for our love. But why do you put yourself through this pain?
i am sorry
I have no fears in life. Except for failure.
I have no fears towards death. Except not living fully.
Save The Children
Do NOT Let The Empire Fall.
We are raising the next Kings and Queens
of the upcoming generation under new world order.
I am ready to take down all walls.
I'll continue my way until the final call.
The end for me, is not by departure by death.
I will honorably fight for
all your values until my last breath!
Isaiah.
I WILL NOT FAIL YOU.
I will not fail any child.
I was brought in this world to protect them all!
This war is raging in my mind, a battle not betwixt mankind and I, but betwixt myself and darkness.
An army of ice cold fighting the fires of a hopelessly torn heart.
So much pain and sadness overwhelming the soul.
At times it feels as if they are winning, but I know if anything I will continue fighting.
Only as soon as I give up will everything be lost.
We been together five long years with a beautiful, gorgeous daughter,
She brings the child in both of us she our little joker,
There are never any regrets in the choices I made to be with you through all the arguments through all the obstacles and struggles from good time to bad,
To every emotion from joy and happiness even from anger and sad.
This is the hardest decision in my life that I ever had to make,
Splitting up isnāt going to be easy for the both of us to leave you and our daughter when the time come to be set apart,
I know the pain it going to cause me the hurt in my chest even though there going to be times my heart going to break,
But I just want to let you know that no matter what happens that I will always have a deep place of you in my heart.
You are so strong your capable of so many things youāve broke obstacles and never realizes you have won them you have a big mind and so may dreams,
Through the mountain you must climb donāt give up no matter how hard it might seem,
You can do all things just keep your mind focus keep pushing through and the most important is that you got to believe,
I donāt want this to be the end of us even though we may be apart I still want to see your goal and see you live your dreams I still want to be there to see you achieve.
Just wanted to let you know for me leaving has to do with spiritual reasons you did nothing wrong and have no fault in this,
When this time comes for me being away, I have faith that our relationship can get stronger but if we donāt ever get back together, I understand and I hope that we can grow another relationship and become best friends and I hope when you are ready that you find love again and find the one,
You and especially our daughter has been the best thing that has ever happen to me you girls help me grow so much the man and father Iāve try to be everyday there no words that can describe how much you girls change my life you are beyond my bliss,
There something I do want to say that important and Iām going to real with you through the past five years Iāve been with you I have dealt with being accuse and blame of thing I had no fault in. The feeling of shame of treating you unfairly or encouragement Iāve try to give you but somehow you take it as a negative point of view, or the exhausting overwhelming feeling of your anxiety, fear, low self -esteem, depression and so on the things you fight within. Iām no angle myself but all the things you have put me through have taught me this is to be patient and that love is a choice, all these years that Iāve stayed is because I love you that much. Letās pat ourselves on the back that itās been five long great years with a twist that with all the struggles we overcame a lot together I feel like weāve won.
P.S God love you unconditionally meaning when no one cares or when no one there when there no support or in life when you believe you donāt have a purpose or just donāt have a clue, āāGod said before I formed you in your mother womb, I knew you.āā (Jerimiah 1:5)
When you feel like thereās weight on your shoulder and life is hitting you hard and everything seems to be crashing down, with your head spinning round and round and feeling broken,
God holding your hand and he right there beside you if you give him a chance Jesus is the living water that can flow within you like the waves of a crystal blue ocean,
I will admit that you and I have both experience suffering and that we both have felt like weāve been in a tunnel in complete dark,
But God is the light at the end of the tunnel and to see it and reach for it you simply must open your heart.
No matter what your decision you make in your life Iām truly happy for you of the things youāve overcame and the person and mother youāve become and much more I am, and God is proud,
So, a toast to the long journey we had together and possibly much more in the future to come but until then goodbye for now.
By: Jacob Cuadro
It been a long journey fighting the faith through Jesus Christ but i got to keep fighting to win my family back in my life. i wrote this poem a while ago for to post it and share with you guys.
Here's the thing,
You are a boy, not really but you try to be,
You are a boy, addicted to masculine words, and pretty poetry
About two boys falling in love
You enter a room and say,
"Hello i am a boy, and if you tell me i'm not ill show you."
Your fists do the talking when your throat cant,
You come home to your mother,
All black eye, and busted lip,
"Iām a boy!" You cry,
And she shakes her head, eyes wet like
Rain,
You are sent to your room,
To wallow in your disgrace.
Your chest aches,
But you ignore it,
Choosing instead to rest your weight.
Can you tell I've been binge reading Richard Siken's works
When will you start showing me respect?
Sick of being put down
How can I feel welcome in a place
Where it is clear I'm not wanted around?
A moment of peace all I want
Chaos surrounds every day
You are center of it all
The aggressive words you say
Families supposed to show love
You just show level of disgust
Unhappy with my behavior
Incapable of giving trust
What can I achieve to make you proud?
Each time I try I fail
Impossible getting back on track
In fact fear we will derail
You complain about the state of things
Nothing I do ever appears to be right
When I sit still and do nothing at all
That becomes one more reason to fight
Your insecurities projected on us
You are too stubborn to see
Picking apart my character
Convinced the problem is me
But if fault is really mine
Why am I not the only one?
Friction found in every conversation
Battles never done
I try making you understand
I'm not strong enough to break through
In these confrontations
Common denominator is you
But you are so quick to blame everyone else
Fighting down my fears
I've got so strong, that even
In my pain, I smile...!
Sometimes, Our fear breaks us down but sometimes, the same fear builds us up to fight the pain...
Tears Of A Broken Heart
I have given all my love to you, but what do I get in return?
A broken heart.
I have given you my heart, and you stomp on it like a doormat.
I have given you my youth and you took advantage of my un-experienced heart and played with my emotions.
I gave you all the trust, but you misused it.
I gave you the benefit of the doubt, and you proved everyone right.
I gave you my life and you killed me day by day.
I want to pull my aching heart and tear it piece by piece so I no longer love you.
I want to lose my memory so I no longer think of you.
I want to go so far so I no longer have to see you.
I want to cry, but I no longer have any more tears to fall down
My sad, lonely face.
I want to sleep, but my dreams haunt me with you in them.
I canāt seem to find a way out. What do I do?
I donāt want anyone to see this, not even you.
How do I get out of this?
How do I stop this misery? How do solve this mystery?
I canāt seem to find anyone to make me feel the way you do,
The way you look at me,
The way you say my name,
The sound of your voice when you tell me that you care.
I love you so much I think Iām going to die from this pain that haunts day and night.
How can I forget you? If the only love I know is you.
How can I move on? If life is not the same without you.
I want to break free and move on, but I think Iāll be doing something wrong.
I just have to close my eyes and let things fly and let the days pass me by.
ā Bianca Santamaria
Hurt By You
Why did you have to go?
Why did you leave me in the dark all alone?
Why did you have to believe other people and not me?
Why didnāt we just talked about it?
Why did you have to walk out of my life,
Like I was nothing but another girl,
Like your other ex?
I was so good to you, and now you think of me like any other girl.
Why did you do this to me?
Why did you hurt me like you did to all your exes?
I though I meant the world to you.
Guess your are a liar and a jerk,
Just like all men.
Well, I am trying to forget you and everything we had, but it hurt like hell.
Lost
I thought it was a dream; I thought it wasnāt real,
But pain really hurts and itās really how I feel.
Memories keep coming back, and so do all of the tears.
I hear your voice, and as quick as the smile came, it quickly disappears.
I donāt know what is happening, because you always held my hand.
You said you would never let go; that is what I donāt understand.
So many promises you made, and more of them broken.
Lost and confused, feels like Iām choking.
A lot of things I did not say;
Now I canāt find my way.
I feel like a boomerang; you throw me but not only that.
Every time you throw me, I always seem to come back.
Back to you, back to pain.
Nothing has changed, youāre still the same.
I cannot start over because I donāt know where to start.
I guess that is what happens when someone breaks your heart.
If we are supposed to follow our dreams, why canāt I follow you?
Because now I am so lost, I wish you were lost without me too.
āShelli
Hang Up
Hello. Hello? Helloā¦
How are you?
I missed your voice so much.
Itās been a long time
I miss our talk
Yeah⦠right, all the nonsense
Almost always, no meaning but wonderful
And I canāt help it
I tried several times to reach you
Longing to hear your voice once again
Wanting to hear promises.
Reminiscing the past
Plans for the future?
Often times, I was unsuccessful
Itās either you didnāt pick the call
Or someone else did
Quite frustrating, but I have no plans of giving up
I will still try⦠and will never stop.
And today, choking with loneliness
I dialed your number.
It rang⦠once⦠twice
Then I put it off.
The rats are racing in my chest
I told myself, I canāt
I paused, I canāt help it
Iām wondering once again
Whoās with you.
The answer, I donāt want to know.
I held the phone once more
Thinking⦠to dial or not to dial
My fingers decided quicker than my brain
It rangā¦You picked the call and answered.
Same soft, husky voice.
Soft hello
Iām so happy to hear you again.
Yes⦠I can hear you now
And Iām happy.
But then again,
I have to Hang up
The Dead Reborn
There is nothing to live for in this world.
You tell me of love ā I have seen it all.
Just like the water flowing in rivers
Comes and goes ā love is that fever.
Love is that feeling which when reigns
Kills you silently, showing no signs,
Nothing to live for in this world.
You talk of love ā I have seen it all.
I donāt know ā why did I choose love?
There are thousands more ways to die in this world.
Nothing to live for in this world.
This is what my friend had told.
I had seen my friend after many days
Though I couldnāt recognize him ā but his was a familiar face
We both were sitting in a beer bar
I drank two kegs so far
ā¦Nothing to live for in this world
You talk of love ā I have seen it all.
His heart ā broken ā which he could not bear
The world he was seeing ā he had everything to fear
I was keeping quiet, listening carefully
Every bit of what he was saying
In my heart I was praying
Understanding the situation he was going through
Unfortunate. Very unfortunate, but unfortunately true
For once in life ā I had been through the same
In his voice I could feel abyssal pain
Hearing it, as did mine ā anyoneās eyes would rain.
He got up from his place and wiped my tears.
What a gentleman he was, I will remember for years.
We think the world is only that much as we have seen
We define life as through which we have been.
Look around the bar ā there are so many happy people.
Love is to live for in this world,
And there are things more ā letās find them all.
He smiled. I smiled. We both smiled.
A lot of my time this bar had spoiled.
I had to go now ā the door was at barās other end
I got up and turned my back towards my friend
Before I would start, something caught my mind
I turned to look again at my good friend.
Across the table, he was still smiling, looking towards my side
I recognized my friend in the bar at last
Who was that friend ā in case you may askā¦?
He was no one but me myself ā a piece of my life from my past
I was reborn that very moment, and so I could smile
Love is to live for in this world
And there is much more ā letās find them all.
ā Sagar Yadav
Lies
You broke my heart in two
And took me like a bet.
With all you put me through,
I have so many regrets.
To lose you was worth it,
Although I wasnāt sure.
It seemed to make me happy
But still so insecure.
We always said forever
We would take it to the end,
Never give it up,
But this time my heart couldnāt mend.
It cut so deep into me.
I guess it hurt you too,
But when you did it, then you lied.
I had to say, "Weāre through."
I gave you all I had.
I tried to make it last,
But now all we have
Are memories from the past.
So look me in the eye,
And tell me what you see.
A girl so broken inside
Whoās been through misery.
And now Iām moving on
With the pain that kills inside,
But Iām starting to forget
By reminding myself how you lied!
I have somebody new,
Someone to treat me right,
To talk to lovingly
And to hold me all night.
Heās there for me when I need him,
To give me love and support,
To hold me close and wipe away
All my signs of hurt.
To kiss me softly every night
And let me know heās there
To call me just because,
Just to tell me that he cares.
Now here I go again
Fallen so hard, so deep,
But this time itās different.
This is one I want to keep!
āKendra
Disappear From Relationship
Why wonāt this pain disappear?
Why wonāt it just end?
I try so hard to belong, just to fit in.
My mother and my father have no idea whatās wrong.
Iām tired of being the friend just so you donāt hurt.
You know how I feel and yet you wonāt respond.
This is so unfair, when will it ever end?
Will it just build up until the end?
I love you so and want you to feel the same.
Iām sorry for coming into your life.
I think I should just disappear.
When you wake in the morning,
Beside your bed you will see a note
That contains it all,
And you know Iāll always be beside you in my heart, not wanting to flee.
Failed Love
He built a wall
Around his heart.
Then she came along,
And the wall fell apart.
He stepped out of the wall
Just to realize
Itās still full of pain
And as cold as ice.
So he said to himself,
"This love thing, it isnāt for me.
Thatās something
I finally see."
But before he builds the wall again,
He wants her to know
It was his love for her
That he failed to show.
If only she could see
Whatās in his heart,
How he feels for her,
The way heās torn apart.
"Please understand," he says.
"Itās not you that I blame.
I know your feelings
For me arenāt the same.
Maybe itās just fate
That I fell for you.
I just couldnāt help it,
Although I knew."
Sheāll never love him back,
That he has to accept,
But loving her, knowing her,
Caring for her has been a joy
That heāll never regret.
He knows he has to move on,
And with time he shall,
But itās gonna be hard,
And itās gonna take a while.
Although he doesnāt want to,
Believe him, heās trying
To let go of his feelings,
But a silent hope keeps striving.
For what he doesnāt have
He does not complain.
In fact heās grateful,
Having someone to share his pain.
In these last few lines,
He just wants to wish her well.
May all her dreams come true.
Thatās all he has to tell.
So heās taking his leave now,
With just one hope withinā¦
That someday she will realize
Just how much he loved her.
If only she had seenā¦
But he will be long gone by then,
Inside his broken wall,
Never to come out again,
Never to hear the call,
With few memories to join him is his pain,
And a vow never to love againā¦
āVbishal Barick
Is it enough?
When we converse, itās just surface stuff;
We say some words, but is it enough?
We get along; we rarely fight,
But where is the spark, the joy, the delight?
Weāre settled into the same routine;
Sometimes Iād like to flee this scene.
Everythingās easy; we donāt have it rough,
But sometimes I wonder: is it enough?
ā Joanna Fuchs
Nobody Knows Itās Empty
Nobody knows itās empty,
The smile that I wear.
The real one is left behind in the past
Because I left you thereā¦
Nobody knows I am crying.
They wonāt even see my tears.
When they think I am laughing,
I wish you were hereā¦
Nobody knows itās painful.
They think that I am strong.
They say it wonāt kill me,
But I wonder if they are wrongā¦
Nobody knows I miss you.
They think I am all set free,
But I feel like I am bound with chains,
Trapped in the mysteryā¦
Nobody knows I need you.
They think I can do it on my own,
But they donāt know I am crying
When I am all aloneā¦
ā Azumi Zaima
To The One I Love
And if eternity is the time
I must wait
Then I will wait all eternity
For as the earth crumbles away
My feelings are indestructible
And if you keep going on your way
Iām afraid to say
I may always be trapped in this game
For as long as the sun rises and the stars shine
My feelings for you will stay the same.
Nothing Left To Loose
I donāt know what to do
To get me back to you.
Iāve got nothing left to lose;
Iām sadness, tears and blues.
All bridges have been crossed;
I guess our love is lost.
If Iād Never Met You
If Iād never met you,
I wouldnāt feel the pain
Of losing your sweet love;
I wouldnāt feel insane.
But if Iād never met you,
I wouldnāt know the pleasure
Of ecstasyās warm gifts
And memories to treasure.
Now moving on with life,
I force a wistful grin,
Questioning what went wrong,
Wondering what might have been.
ā Joanna Fuchs
Farewell My Love
Is it really true our love is over now?
Can it be time for us to say goodbye?
Too soon, itās much too soon, my love, for me;
You smile with ease, but I can only sigh.
Weāve shared our lives and given so much love;
I canāt believe weāre really going to part;
Youāre moving toward a new life without me;
Iām left with scars upon my broken heart.
Go on now, if you must; Iāll get along;
How much it hurts, I donāt want you to know.
Iāll set you free without inducing guilt,
But as you leave, the silent tears will flow.
I canāt be mad; I love you way too much;
Iāll hide my sadness now, so you canāt tell.
Sweet happiness is what I wish for you;
Farewell my love, I hope that you fare well.
ā Joanna Fuchs
Is This What Love Is?
Is this all we have together?
Is this what love really is,
Yelling through a quarrel
And making up with a kiss?
Why canāt we get along?
Why do we have to fight?
We starve true love by day
And feed lust all through the night.
I wish weād settle down;
I wonder where peace went.
Why do we pick at each other;
Why canāt we be content?
If this is what love is,
If tenderness has flown,
Iām thinking more and more,
Itās better to be alone.
ā Joanna Fuchs
If Raindrops Were Tears
If raindrops were tears
And it rained every day,
The rain couldnāt wash
My heartache away.
Youāre still my ideal;
My love never dies,
But it cuts to the boneā
What I see in your eyes.
You want me to stop;
You want to be friends,
But youāll be my true love
Until breath and life ends.
ā Joanna Fuchs
Now That Youāre Gone
Now that youāre gone, I realize
How much you meant to me.
My loss is wide as a starless night sky,
And deep as a stormy sea.
I miss the comfort of your sweet love,
Your absolute devotion;
Now Iām a fountain of endless tears,
A pool of sad emotion.
They tell me I should move on with life,
That time will heal my pain;
I smile and nod and agree with them,
While I slowly go insane.
ā Joanna Fuchs
Time to Say Goodbye
My heart is breaking in me;
Itās still you whom I adore;
My tears are overflowing:
You donāt love me anymore.
I sleepwalk through each day;
I pray to heaven above,
Hoping youāll change your mind,
But I know Iāve lost your love.
I wish that things were different;
I wish it were the way it was,
But reality has no pity;
It just happens the way it does.
Will I ever feel any better,
With days when I donāt cry?
No matter what, itās time to say
Goodbye, my love, goodbye.
ā Joanna Fuchs
You And Your Love
You assured me that you will love me forever,
You told me that your love is true,
Then why did you leave me alone,
I feel like I have been thrown,
From your life,
I still love you so much,
I still long for your touch,
Will keep loving you so!
The Pain In Love
The pain which I got to love you,
Has no resort in life,
The tears that I cried for you,
That feeling of being blue,
You did not have a clue,
That I so loved you,
But you went away without telling me,
Without you there is nothing left to see!
The Hardest Thing Iāll Ever Do
The hardest thing Iāll ever do
Is let go of you
And look forward instead of back at my past,
I wonder how long this broken heart will last.
I guess everything you ever said was a lie,
So Iām going to move forward, or at least Iām going to try.
How many times can a heart crack before it shatters?
Or does it even matter?
Iāve sat and cried over you way too much,
Just wishing one more time I could feel your touch.
But you donāt care, and neither should I.
So Iām going to move on, or at least Iām going to try.
ā Leal Ashae Sargent
Still Remember The Days
Still remember the days spent with you,
Still remember the silent night,
When love was so pure
Everything was so bright
Oh why did you leave me and go,
Why did you hide,
Left me with emotions of blue,
Sadness everywhere,
Miss you with silent tears!
Emotional Turn
I gave my all and I gave my heart
Only to get apart
I donāt trust you anymore
I donāt trust your ways in life
Why did you cause this hurt
An emotional turn,
Love is for keeps and it is special
In every way
But, you gave Me tears
And took a different way
Its love lost for me
And that too for life!
Broken Heart
Hearts are broken everyday
No matter what you may say
It hurts so bad
It makes you feel so sad
You cry and cry
Over each one of his lies
You thought it was true
If you only knew he was playing you all along
You wonder what you did wrong
It may be nothing you did
Itās just he still acts like a little kid
He has no heart
But he tears you apart
You love him so much
That you can still feel his touch
You wish he was still here
To pull you close to pull you near
But soon youāll get over the hurt
And soon prepare to flirt
But you know it wonāt be right
Not having him here at night
You dream of him as you lay in bed
And think of things you wish you said
You think you can forgive but never forget
But never live your life with regrets.
Love Is Not Like Before
To all the girls outside
Donāt give the guy too much
Just give him your sweet touch
Donāt believe everything he says
Guys sometimes want to play
And when youāre down, look into the sky
Be strong to say the word good bye
Love is not like before
Money is all what theyāre looking for
A lot of girls are blind
They donāt know which guy is kind
And when they feel the pain
They just donāt want to love again
Many years with the same guys, the two together
And when the guy change, he comes with another
Thatās when she gets hurt by her lover
We all know, when a guy change
Youāll just have memories of your past
That didnāt even last
So donāt cry girl, youāll find a better man
The one youāll live with him on a beautiful land
A good guy now, itās hard to find.
Unconditionally Painfully In Love
This pain is taking its toll,
But my love it never gets old.
The trials and defeated emotions
Keeping me sane with magical potions.
The heart that keeps my blood flowing,
That pain that keeps me down but going.
If the pain leaves and love stays,
How would life be for me?
Would I have a hole in my heart
Where hurt and pain used to be?
Is there a way out of this
Loving, painful misery?
Is there a way into this
Love that I have failed or neglected to receive?
Is this love?
Unconditionally loving you is
Bringing me pain,
But it keeps me sane because I have you.
Am I kidding myself?
Am I in denial that you love me back?
Am I just a dream away from reality?
Am I making believe that I love you?
I think notā¦
But pain keeps me going.
My heart keeps my blood flowing.
You keep my life glowing.
Jesus keeps me believing.
My calmness is showing,
But my happiness is hiding
From pain and love.
I unconditionally, painfully love you.
āJasmine S. Johnson
Love Hurts
I canāt believe you left just like that
Leaving me with wondering if youāre ever coming back
You could have told me what went wrong
I could have sworn that our love was strong
I didnāt know that everything you said was just a lie
You left me here to do nothing but cry
You were the one that holds the key
To the heart that is within side for me
Why has your love died for me?
We used to be as happy as we could be
We were best friends for so many years
When I look back on the memories all I do now is shed tears
Iām lying here listening to our song
Thinking of how and why I liked you for so long
We grew up together, you and me
Weāre family, but now you donāt even say hi
Iāll wait for a day for us to always be together
Wait for the day to prove to the world our love was forever
Where ever I go thereās nowhere to hide
From the memories of you I try to keep inside
You were my first love and boy itās true
I will never ever get over you
Last Goodbye
As we say goodbye, I know I lost you forever
And as we hang up the phone, thatās the last time
We talked about if we left, that weād always be good friends
But as we said good-bye, that seems to be the end
Do I have to move on and leave you behind?
Since we got broken apart, and our love was denied?
I know I wonāt find another that will compare to what we had
It all seemed way too good, yet in the end it turned out bad
You have no clue what youāre done to my heart
You made it go crazy then you tore it apart
Why do I still pretend Iām fine when it is obvious Iām not?
Why did I ever think you cared, tell me because I forgot
The pain doesnāt seem to erase, it actually feels a lot worse
Why do I seem to always fall, itās like Iām under a curse
I prayed to God that you would change your way
Still nothing, not even a call for my birthday
Finally I give up and try to go in another direction
But the other guys didnāt give the same affection
Whatās the phrase that people say?
" If you were meant to be,
Youād find a way back to each other"
I wonder if that will be you and me
Because Iām afraid I canāt love another
Living Again
Running, running
Far away.
Escaping dreams
Of yesterday.
Faster, faster
There I go.
Forgetting things
Youāll never know.
Dying, dying
Deep inside.
Find a place
For me to hide.
Catching, catching
Up with me.
No more running
From reality.
Stopping, stopping
Let me cry.
Finding a way
To say goodbye.
āTina Manning Harding
Love Again
I just want to be over you, so why do my tears still fall?
You have hurt me the most, so why is it your name I call?
I trusted you with all that I had
Now my heart is broken and Iām so sad
You made no promises, now I know why
You chose this way so you could live your lie
You think I was dumb, you think I didnāt know
How you pretended and mislead me so
You know, you acted like a fool
But I loved you, you knew
The words were so true
Young and naive I stood by you
Fighting for you till the very end
Forsaking every single one of my friends
You flirted with others and I just couldnāt see
It was really them you wanted, not me
You canāt see that Iām hurting like youāre blind to notice my pain
The fact is that I will never love again.
Confused
Sometimes I regret but Iāll try to forget
All the pain you put me through so I need to get over you
You pulled on the strings of my heart
I fell in love with you from the start
See I tell myself I hate you, I pretend Iāve moved on
But then I see you, those thoughts are all gone
Do I still love you? The answer I do not know
As much as I want to, I just canāt let you go
Do I live without you and try to find someone new?
There are consequences to both choices, and I donāt know what to do
Either way, I know Iāll end up getting hurt
But Iām tired of you, treating me as bad as dirt
I hate to face the fact that Iāll always love you
No matter how hard I try, thereās nothing I can do
Sometimes youāre bad. Sometimes youāre good
But you see at the end, I did the best I could
Iāve cried so many tears as it would appear
Now that we are a bit apart, I have this pain in my heart
How can you still love someone when youāre never there
When you look me in the eyes and keep saying I care
Now that Iām still in love with you
Iām confused and lost donāt know what to do.
Forever We Said
Forever we said we could be together, us two
How did I fall in love with you?
We did everything together
We spent every day with each other
You promised me that youāll stay
Close to me each and every day
Why did you leave me alone?
Why was it hard for you to call me on my phone?
All you had to do was to be there
And show to me that you care
You promised to be always with me till the end
You talk about being a lover and you failed to be a friend
Do you remember when we were in love weād talk every day?
And when someone else would say hi to the other, weād get jealous in everyway
So many times Iāve tried to forgive you with my heart
But it was too hard because I knew once again weād part.
My Heart
Itās broken but there.
Itās been crushed but still beating.
Itās been ripped from my body but still with me.
I can repair it but will you destroy it again?
Is the pain you caused it worth fixing?
Seeing your face makes it ache.
Hearing your voice makes it die.
Why do you cause my heart to put me in so much pain?
Why did I have to let it fall in love?
Cause in the end I knew it would end up lifeless
And dead.
ā Madorie
Still Waiting
You loved me just a little
You never loved me long;
But you gave my soul serenity
And gave my heart a song.
You loved me for a moment I found it in your eyes;
But your mouth I could not capture
By temptation or surprise.
Sweet lips that I remember
With a poignant surge of pain
As one remembers fragrance
Of the softly falling rain.
Within this world of wonder
Without warning I feel sad;
The dream I hold still haunts me
For the kiss I never had.
āElizabeth Wesley
Hurt And Pain
Hurt and pain.
Thereās much to gain.
Peace and love.
Itās all the same.
Confusion and doubt.
Weāre not without.
We weep, we cry.
We plead, we try.
We laugh, we smile.
Only to be hurt
By one last trial.
Life is a lesson
So learn it well.
Maybe, one day,
You can tell its tale.
ā Lora
I Cry
Sometimes when Iām alone
I cry because Iām on my own
The tears I cry are bitter and warm
They flow with life but take no form
I cry because my heart is torn
And I find it difficult to carry on
Have you ever loved someone so much but they never understood?
When you were trying so hard to be good?
I have tried so hard to make things work between us
But some things are just a must
You mean more than the world to me
And now with someone else you will probably be
Days Iāll pick up the phone and give you a call
Days Iām so sad I donāt want to talk to you at all
Canāt feel you anymore, where has love gone?
I am torn once more, thought you were the one.
Sitting
Sitting in silence is the greatest virtue
Sitting in the dark is like no one cares enough to turn the light back on in your life
Sitting with the music blasting is like trying to drown out every problem you have
Sitting in the bathtub crying is like a suicide not yet planned
Sitting with all the lights on is like trying to forget the dark times
Sitting with the blade to your wrist seems like you were a failure
Sitting with the gun put to your head is like saying he broke my heart one too many times
But sitting next to you
Is like a hundred pieces of broken glass stabbing you in the heart
Itās hard not to forget how I loved you and how you hurt me
Itās hard to say youāre not mine anymore
But the hardest is getting through the day knowing I wonāt get a call from you
But for some reason I still wait for your call
Sitting in silence is the greatest virtue
But sitting next to you is like glass.
āDana
Gone Away Forever
I was so blind to think you were true
Did stupid things, tried to believe in you
You left me for another
I promised that weād always be together
Iām trying so hard to get on with my life and move on
But still so hard to believe that you are really gone
I want you back, itās driving me insane
How could you cause me so much pain?
Iām stuck at home trying to get you off my mind
But your voice, face, and picture is all I seem to find
I donāt know what happened, or where I went wrong
Why do I feel like this? We were together for so long
I canāt let go, I get stuck in the past
I should have known we could never last
I wish there was more hours in a day
So in your presence longer I can stay
You still want me to be your friend
How can you, when everything came to an end
Hope
I hope for another chance,
I hope for you to one day be mine,
I hope you can forgive me for what Iāve done,
I hope you will start trying,
I hope for us to be together,
I hope you understand.
I hope for you to call me,
I hope you take my hand,
I hope for another kiss from you,
I hope you want me like I do,
But hoping just gets you hurt,
Because the things that I hope for
Usually never work,
I sit and I hope every day,
Hoping for you to be my king,
But then Iāve come to realize
That hope is just a dream.
āShak Tabib
If Iād Never Met You
If Iād never met you,
I wouldnāt feel the pain
Of losing your sweet love;
I wouldnāt feel insane.
But if Iād never met you,
I wouldnāt know the pleasure
Of ecstasyās warm gifts
And memories to treasure.
Now moving on with life,
I force a wistful grin,
Questioning what went wrong,
Wondering what might have been.
ā Joana Fuchs
The Dark Side of Love
Is there no other way, Oh God,
Except through sorrow, pain and loss,
To stamp Christās likeness on my soul,
No other way except the cross?
And then a voice stills all my soul,
As stilled the waves of Galilee.
Canāt thou not bear the furnace,
If midst the flames I walk with thee?
I bore the cross, I know its weight;
I drank the cup I hold for thee.
Canāt thou not follow where I lead?
Iāll give thee strength, lean hard on me!
The Worst Pain Known To Me
The worst pain known to me
Is to be stuck on a love that never could be,
To love someone whoāll never be free.
The worst pain known to me.
My heart aches unfathomably
Knowing he too wishes it could be
Him and me forever with glee.
The worst pain known to me.
He has each and every quality
That I desire continuously.
I try to forget him persistently.
The worst pain known to me.
Living each day with monotony.
Smiling with false positivity,
Hoping that soon itāll be history.
The worst pain known to me.
āTanya E. Kent
Love Ruined Me
The way you gifted me your heart
It was like a piece of fine art
To give me a fresh start
Your love for me is always a gain
I never felt the nudge of pain
It made me feel cheer in rain
Your love always stood by my side
Your presence was an utter pride
Cushioning my life stay away from the tide
Your love was a blessing in disguise
Granting me a new reason to feel the surprise
Making each moment special as prize
Sooner time and fate changed its route
Everything on my side turned mute
When I was informed about your astute
You entered my life playing dirty mind games
To earn all your lost aims
In order to earn all the name and fame
Gifting me the indelible stains
Throughout my veins
Taking away my reign
Old scars crave to hide
New rules of romance set out to abide
But, without you by my side.
ā Mitali
As Much As I Love You
I never knew that I could love anyone
As much as I love you
I never knew I had it in me to give myself away like this
I never thought Iād find someone
Who could take my breath away someone who could love me for who l
Am
And look past my mistakes
I never thought Iād find someone who would stand by my side
Through all my ups and downs
Someone who would give me the benefit of the doubt
Even when I was wrong
I never knew that I could love anyone
As much as I love you I never believed Iād find someone
Who could love me,
As much as you do.
Shattered Trust
Here it comes again
The pain of betrayal
Just the price I have to pay
For being way too loyal
It hits me hard again
The pain of abandonment
Just a follow up
One being naive and ignorant
There it is again
The pain of losing faith
Locking away my feelings
Fighting against the hate
I fall down again
The pain of shattered trust
Is there no friend whoās true?
My spirit is being crushed
Canāt do this again
To many broken promises
Maybe Iāll just give up on friendship
My soul canāt handle anymore bruisesā¦
Morning Moon Over The Ocean
Morning moon over the ocean,
Faithful light on the sea,
You help me realize
The man I was meant to be.
There are times in oneās life
When you walk into the wind,
But if the ocean moon should show,
It will help you see within.
Some of it is pretty,
Most of it is bad.
It is only then you realize
Exactly what you had.
Morning moon over the ocean,
Precious light on the sea,
An end to my darkness.
A new day dawns for me.
Iāve failed so many times
To open my eyes to see.
So many were the signs
And hints you gave to me.
I grew into a man
With a heart made out of steel.
Over the years I never saw
The hurt that would never heal.
Morning moon over the ocean
A sure sign from above
That my lonely nights may be ending
With the hope of your great love.
I wish that I could travel
In a ship just for a time
And make a long, long journey
To the day when you were mine.
A bribe for the ferryman
To transport across the sea,
To arrive on the shore
Where you again wait for me.
Morning moon over the ocean,
Faithful light on the sea,
You help me realize
The man I was meant to be.
ā Joseph A. Lamberger
Life In A Love
Escape me?
Neverā
Beloved!
While I am I, and you are you,
So long as the world contains us both,
Me the loving and you the loth while the one eludes, must the other pursue.
My life is a fault at last, I fear:
It seems too much like a fate, indeed!
Though I do my best I shall scarce succeed.
But what if I fail of my purpose here?
It is but to keep the nerves at strain,
To dry oneās eyes and laugh at a fall,
And, baffled, get up and begin again,
So the chase takes up oneās life āthatās all.
While, look but once from your farthest bound
At me so deep in the dust and dark,
No sooner the old hope goes to ground
Than a new one, straight to the self-same mark,
I shape meā
Ever
Removed!
āRobert Browning
Love Hurts
Is when you shed a tear and still want him,
Itās when he ignores you and you still love him,
Itās when he loves another girl but
You still smile and,
Say Iām happy for you,
When all you really do is cry.
ā Kay Knudsen
I Remember
I remember clearly
The day that we met
The words that were spoken
The emotions left unsaid
I remember clearly
The excitement that was felt
The way you made me smile
The way my heart would melt
I remember clearly
The wonder, the anticipation
The way I was alive
With joy and pure elation
I remember clearly
All the ways you made me feel
As if it were yesterday
Cause after all this time
I feel that way still.
You Hurtā¦I Weep
I weep becauseā¦
You bathe me with insults
You smear me with whispers y
You tar, feather me with gossip
You trip me with snide remarks
I weep because⦠Iām naked, the world sees
My dignity stripped,
Youāre naked, God sees Your soul revealed
For you unfaithful.
Key Lock To My Broken Heart
My heart is locked with so much pain
black tear drops
fall from my face
every tear drop
leaves a puddle
with a memory
thatās hiding from space
stocked away
behind my soul
shattered to piece
with nowhere to go
Locked away
to never get out
to see the good side
of my broken heart.
Drowning
They come in waves,
My feelings for you.
And not pretty whitecaps
Dancing at my feet.
But when I least expect it.
When life seems to be
A quiet stream of continuity.
They come to disrupt.
So forceful they pull me under,
So that I am drowning and once again,
Canāt catch my breath.
ā Amy O Connor
Forever In Time And Life
Love is forever in time,
When you were all mine,
We could not stand the test of love,
Reasons I could not find,
I loved you with all my might,
But then everything went off sight
Why this happened with me,
Why this I had to see
Love and pain is for company,
Not sure would be able to love again,
Not sure will be able to trust!
Hearts At Odds
Hearts made of wax, sent through the mail
Should help relax, instead I wail,
They will soon melt in timeās hot hands,
Loneliness is felt midst lifeās strands;
Hearts made of glass shatter and fail
When griefs harass, they donāt prevail,
What use are these hearts so feeble,
Poor pleas of perishing people?
Hearts made of stone are cold and fake,
Even love will own ā "Hard to break",
Will they be healed? How can I trust?
Feelings concealed, what if they bust?
Hearts made of flesh and blood, I seek,
They wonāt crush my sentiments meek,
Understanding hearts of love ā Now,
fear departs, before them I bow.
ā Jo Daniel
Heartbreaks can be difficult to handle. But learning to manage pain is essential to living peacefully. Everyone has their own way of coping with the hurt, but these poems about hurting in love can help everyone to get some solace and strength. They can be the beacon of hope that motivates you to keep going and discover love again. After all, you have to accept that some things are not meant to be, and moving on from the past is the only way to find inner happiness and peace.
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Ratika Pai
Ratika has experience writing in various fields including finance, education, lifestyle, and entertainment. After her masters degree in Commerce, she acquired a PG Diploma in Communication and Journalism from Mumbai University. She is inquisitive about human relationships and likes to study people and how they manage their relationships, during her freetime. At MomJunction, Ratika writes insightful and informative articles on... more